Friday Miscellany

Random assortment of topics, perhaps.

Very recently I was the target of a hate crime where I work.  Due to the nature of my job I am not at liberty to discuss details (nor would I anyway on an open Internet space), but suffice to say it left me shaken.  I am openly trans/queer, and I guess that creates a problem for some people.  Where I live, emotions were running really high after the elections and marriage equality passing in several states.  Some people didn’t take that news too kindly, and in this instance decided to bring it to work with them and take it out on an easy target (which happened to be me).  It’s unfortunate, but this shit happens.  It all stems from people judging someone or something before getting all of the facts, and from simply resorting to animosity and hate over things that are feared and can’t immediately be understood.  But over all it’s sheer, crippling ignorance and bigotry at play.  This person was religiously motivated, and that sucks.  I can only imagine what would have happened if it was found out I was a polytheist.

This weekend I plan on recovering a bit, inasmuch as I am able, and I will be going hiking, and hacking/sorting wood outside for the winter firepit to open up.  Especially after hurricane Sandy, the backyard has gotten a little trashed, and needs some maintenance so the fire pit can get rolling again.  I also need to reposition the boundaries around my chthonic shrine area.  That’s the particular area of the yard where I do a lot of fleshing, macerating and boiling of my various animal heads and other related work.  The original boundaries I had set up (fallen logs and things) and the semi-grotto area are all scattered about, so it looks as if I’ll be rebuilding from scratch.  I also want to track the movements of the deer around here, as they seem to have rerouted their travels a bit, bringing them very close no neighboring developments and such.  I’ve also been hearing foxes and owls much closer to the house, I’m going to go searching for owl pellets, and maybe a fox den.  Fox dens are great resources for animal bones, especially dens that aren’t presently in use.

When I was a kid, disappearing into the woods was one of the best ways for me to handle stress.  Not much has changed.  I may get involved in some rescue groups again, something more local.  That was always good therapy for me, if nothing else.  The events of…well, the past couple months have left me very shaken, so I feel like I’m in need of a restart, of something refreshing.  Right now all I feel is angry, burnt out and depressed, and that needs to change.

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  1. November 16, 2012 at 4:23 pm

    I hope you’re doing well after the attack. *offers hugs*

  2. November 16, 2012 at 8:51 pm

    Best of luck to you with your hiking.

  3. November 16, 2012 at 10:46 pm

    I wish you all the best after the attack – I’m so sorry that happened. Hopefully disappearing into the woods will help you heal. *hugs, if they’re wanted*

  4. Elizabeth
    November 16, 2012 at 10:48 pm

    Dear gods. I’m so sorry to hear that you were bashed. Hope you aren’t seriously hurt, but I know that physical injury is only part of that sort of thing 😛

  5. Elizabeth
    November 16, 2012 at 10:48 pm

    Also, that smiley is way too happy.

  6. Soli
    November 18, 2012 at 1:29 pm

    Take care of yourself dear, and a pox on your attackers.

  7. November 19, 2012 at 5:54 am

    I am so sorry to hear that. My thoughts and prayers are with you, and please let me know if there is anything else I can do.

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